| A chain of thoughts like a doo doo train! |
[Nov. 29th, 2009|02:37 am] |
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PP's over and I guess there's a list of things i need to do.
1st) Go Toh guan to repair my phone.
2nd) Chiong talk
3rd) FOCUS*
4th) work! (i need money more than you can imagine)
5th) outings with sixties and friends!!!!
*****And most importantly
--- Cheer for Viv on 5th of Dec at heeren for the dj contest thing!!!!!
She's representing Rp to attend this competition so please support her by coming down vote for her!
Thanks in Advance!!!!
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| Christmas is round the corner |
[Nov. 24th, 2009|08:18 pm] |
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this is what someone draw to me the very last year near this season and having to look back I think that her drawing is really ugly.
but anyway, i think that we share alots of things that we don't show it out.
And i will always feel touched when we sing each other to sleep. even the phone call only lasted for 5 mins, it worths it all. (:
I'm missing the person that draws this to me.
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| i need a break from all the mess i've created. |
[Nov. 16th, 2009|11:27 pm] |
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i'm not being myself recently.
so not.
all the UTs flunk!
like all so wasted.
i really know how to do today's ut.
really damn confident in that.
but whats wrong with me?
whats wrong?
i think i need a break.
i don't want to suffer from all this nonsense anymore.
3.5 seems to be further and further from me.
seriously, i need my focus and concentration back!
seriously! |
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| Disappointed |
[Nov. 12th, 2009|08:18 pm] |
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i screwed up php ut.
very sad and disappointed in the same time.
i think i need to work ultra hard for php ut2 and ut3, cannot be so careless anymore.
ULTRA DEPRESSSSS.
): ): ): ): ):
"did you realised that the older you become, the more you will only look at other's weakness and not on their strength anymore?"
i think i have become a person that i will never like but i don't know why it seems like it is an unchangeable fact.
probably i need to stop and reflect on myself.
words pierced through heart without us realising how deep is the wound.
i'm sorry to those that i have hurt. |
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[Nov. 10th, 2009|02:58 pm] |
today is bad.
lesson is bad.
start of the day is bad, but i should be grateful cuz there's someone to end it well.
happy 20th!!!! thanks for ending such a bad day well even our celebration is kinda plain but the accompany is more important! :D
anyway,, i think that grave yard have serious problem with us!
such a nuisance!
alright! i shall end my post here.
raindrops is a remembrance of love. |
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| stop being same. |
[Nov. 3rd, 2009|07:18 pm] |
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Distracting...
I need to focus.
I need a change; a tremendous one. |
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| vivi so cute!!!!!!!! |
[Oct. 30th, 2009|02:52 pm] |
Having lesson now.
Time flies.
UT 1 is coming soon and I'm so not prepared to it as first to come is operating system.
Die. And heard that poster due date is coming soon. Die.
I think that probably i need to start to do the poster and also study for UT 1 pretty soon.
Sometimes when you need someone there, you will find there's no one there. |
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| when you have no choice but to see it crashing down |
[Oct. 27th, 2009|10:13 pm] |
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Things have turn to be very different.
Probably mood really makes things around seems different.
Just watched my sister's keeper with sixties member.
It is fun having outings with them.
I think the show is so so but eleanor and vivi cried for the show.
not sure for the rest. :D
I wish to be stronger. (: |
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| (: |
[Oct. 27th, 2009|03:08 pm] |
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when there's times you feel like crying and it seems that tears have become too stubborn to come down, it is probably best to watch a nice sad movie. |
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[Oct. 22nd, 2009|08:35 pm] |
If you said that home is somewhere that you should feel safe being in,
then I'll say that everywhere feels like home to me except for my real house
This is really how I felt.
devils have no fear in their wrong doings as they have no conscience.
they are not afraid of karmas because they will never believe in it.
However, having to be able to instil fear in your own family members isn't a capability at all.
you are just a despicable brat that have your way just because knowing that your parents dote you.
even though you are such an u devil but i still pity on you.
pity on your ignorant and brainless behaviour. |
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[Oct. 21st, 2009|01:31 am] |
Nice song! thanks for shyan!
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| Libraries seems like a home |
[Oct. 15th, 2009|08:14 pm] |
I think that i really love library alot. Especially rp's. hahha!
It's been long since I last post I guess. So I'm here to post about today.
Today's lesson is web application, it is fun but it seems like it will get more difficult in future so i should jiayou for programming.
Done a little on wenya's pp but I am kinda tired and lazy to work on her pp cuz there's so many that can research on. haha!
I think that's all I should update as there's nothing much today. (:
Goodbye people. |
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[Oct. 6th, 2009|03:19 am] |
the first day- kinda good as there's sixties but bad is because it should be a challenging semester
I'm still not sleeping yet. Tired but I really wanted to watch my show. What if i can't wake up tomorrow? ): |
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| should i? |
[Sep. 21st, 2009|03:22 am] |
should i work for my posters during the holidays or after holidays. but i only have 3 days free in total for the rest of my holiday.
I should think about it.
And i just got approved for my final report.
super excited!
but i think i need to ask my brother about the posters and the assessment first before i proceed on.
anyway, I'm staying over at B's place tonight and she's sleeping like some pig. )):
i think i should sleep soon as I'm working tomorrow.
nights people! :D |
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| PP sucks. |
[Sep. 18th, 2009|04:12 am] |
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Done with some alterations for my PP.
Changes on this and that as my advisors request.
But i'm happy that he replied me and give something constructive and allows me to do more research on that will makes my whole analysis seems like I'm fully prepared. (seriously)
And super thanks to shyan who help me to alter a little on my PP's english.
And I've send the altered version to my advisor and hope it will get approved by him as I'll be very busy after today.
Should be working like a cow from tomorrow onwards but it is all worth while as it means there will be $$$$ !!! :D :D
And i think i should head on to my bed and sleep now!
so goodnight folks! |
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| i will want to hold your hand till my very last breathe |
[Sep. 12th, 2009|04:33 am] |
i think i have serious plit personality.
And i have thoughts that contradict myself super much.
Example like " I hate clubbing life and i wish to end it so much cuz it makes me super unhealthy and unusual sleeping time." But I will want to go when my friends ask me to and i will think that clubbing is an enjoyable thing. Contradicting much.
i miss my girl alot now. and i hope her holiday will not end so fast cuz it means we will have to head back and face the lonely and cold reality again. And i think i should go to sleep now as im realy very tired.
last but not least, zirca sucks! |
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[Aug. 26th, 2009|05:04 am] |
Last day of UT, last day of going to W65A, last time of seeing some of the face, last time of cracking lame jokes to them.
Throughout this whole 15 weeks, I've seriously go through lots with you guys.
Even if nothing is said from me but I think that I'll miss you guys alot
and especially F7.
You guys really bring me alot of entertainment and becomes part of the motivation for me to go school.
Thanks for being there.
sequence by birthday=
Note for F7:
VIV
- Remember the first time when we met and first day of us going school together? It is really hilarious to think back of the awkwardness. And all the crazy KTV session we have in class and the crazy action that we do. Super memorable~~ Glad to know you in year 2 sem 1 as in if I've known you earlier, you might not open up yourself this much which allows us to see your fun side and it is GOOD!! :D
Bestfriend
-Hello! you are my first day team mate!! And I still remember you keep claiming yourself as 8 years old. -.- haha! Thanks for helping me out throughout whenever I group with you , especially java. You are really a good team mate, no doubt! I still remember at the beginning, during java I really never do anything and cannot even follow but you never give up on me before and tried your best to involve me in and teach me along the way. Feeling really grateful, really! Even though I always disturb you but it is just unintentionally. So yea! Thanks alot for this semester and really glad to know you.
LQ
-LQ! HAHAH! I remember the first sentence that you say to me,"You are Jaime's friend right?", hahaha! Thanks for being there when I need someone to talk to and you are a good team mates too! (: Having you and Viv to be in the same team as me in datacom is really enjoyable even though some times we might be too stressed over the problem but it is really good! And thanks for all the madness in K session and camwhore session! All those are real fun memories that will be in our mind forever. Glad to know you , really!
ELEANOR
- Eleanor~ Eleanor~ Eleanor~ hahah! your song! remember the first time I asked you about the shortcut for your name because i find your name too long? "ele", (hahah!) that time i still keep saying you got the same name as my friend who is elly. Remember? And also remember there's this time when i said why are you s quiet and you actually said " No lor, if you know me longer you wont think that I'm quiet already" At that point of time I got doubt this sentence and after that I'm totally convince! TOTALLY! hahah! So, you should stop hiding behind the slim tree and thinks that no one sees you when it is so obvious you and julia are behind. (: Glad to know you this sem( and i realised everytime you give me alot of miss call) hahaha!
SHIQI
- (ni hao! wo shi shiqi) - in canto! hahah! so funny! I still remember you are my team mates for the first day and also my team leader. cool or not! heheh! hahah!Not really alot of chance to group with you but i remember the impression you gave me when you group with me- initiative and will clear doubts on the spot which is good! keep it up! and you are the youungest in our team and also smallest one. Sometimes i think you are more like a xiao mei mei than julia. hahah! Take good care of yourself in the next semester! glad to know you, you gave me alot of entertainment duing breaks. (:
Thanks for this 15 weeks of working hard as a class and also as a group by being so understanding. I sincerely apologise if my words may unintentionally hurt any one of you guys as I sometimes don't mean every words that I said. haa! I hope that we will still be as close and we will still meet and in contact with each other. Won't wanna lose any of you all. (:
I shall end here. bye! |
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| 原来 |
[Aug. 23rd, 2009|09:22 pm] |
寂寞,算不算也是拥有.
现在的我，坐在角落，满间寂寞，
是否偶尔你也会想我，你的笑容，你的双手，换他紧握，
怎么熟悉的声音，逗留在耳朵，突然我低下了头，自己对着自己说，
原来我也怕寂寞，因为不懂，温度是你给的手，回忆在彻夜守候，
原来我也怕寂寞，现在才懂，闭上双眠的时候，遇见的是你留下的寂寞
寂寞,算不算也是拥有.
现在的我，坐在角落，满间寂寞，
是否偶尔你也会想我，你的笑容，你的双手，换他紧握，
怎么熟悉的声音，逗留在耳朵，突然我低下了头，自己对着自己说，
原来我也怕寂寞，因为不懂，温度是你给的手，回忆在彻夜守候，
原来我也怕寂寞，现在才懂，闭上双眠的时候，遇见的是你留下的寂寞
原来我也怕寂寞，孤单游走，和寂寞紧紧相拥，想像你还爱着我
原来我也怕寂寞，因为不懂，温度是你给的手，回忆在彻夜守候，
原来我也怕寂寞，现在才懂，闭上双眠的时候，遇见的是你留下的寂寞
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[Aug. 23rd, 2009|04:31 am] |
Have you ever feel like talking to strangers?
I have a strong urge to do so just now.
But this strong urge have already subside.
I am a stranger that you see,
you probably thought you know me well,
but take another second to look at me and you will see the otherwise.
Complexity is the word.
No one could understand the creation of human as it is too complicated for you or I to take in. |
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